solarlips

solarlips @ 2008-10-23T00:33:00

2008-10-23T04:33:44Z

'Sí an ghealach,
mall san oíche.
'Sí an ghrian.
Fán liom go deo

i miss ireland.
i miss you.

solarlips @ 2008-06-25T13:36:00

2008-06-25T17:39:32Z

this week is pretty CRAZY.
I just got home from orientation and I seriously have never felt more happy, welcomed, and accepted in all of my entire life. I walked around the east village with a smile on my face from ear to ear for 48 whole hours. I met tons of amazing, unique, and genuine people, danced to hip-hop, and created the most amazing schedule for my fall semester(NO friday classes & no classes on monday till 2 pm!) AND I'm taking German :) Everyone in my major is absolutely brilliant and I'm excited to work with them and sjdalkjdak!!! EVERRRYTHING.

OH and I saw the cure TWO NIGHTS in a row. It was everything I expected and more, truly a religious experience.
Tomorrow is prom, tonight is ladytron, friday is graduation. I'm still on an orientation high though...

solarlips @ 2008-06-01T02:08:00

2008-06-01T06:10:07Z

my thoughts cannot be transcribed into words lately
when everything seems so routine yet somehow at this moment... everything is about to change
its just too much to take in sometimes.

I finally got tagged in one of these things!!!

2008-05-09T02:18:20Z

The Rules: List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now, shaping your spring. Post these instructions in your LJ along with your 7 songs. Then tag 2 other people to see what they're listening to.

I'm so random and everywhere.

Ladytron- Black Cat
the new album is fucking AMAZING, its coming out in June but I already got my hands on it and I cannot stop.

Necessary Response- Forever

The Cure- Charlotte Sometimes
I just rediscovered my love for this song and its words.

Enya-sumiregusa
I love her, the end.

Hocico- The Day the World Stopped
I'm still really into the new album

Clan of Xymox- Evelyn

Madonna- 4 Minutes
The video is really cool, Justin is looking sexy as ever, and the song has actually grown on me.

solarlips @ 2008-04-15T23:22:00

2008-04-16T03:32:11Z

I've been neglecting writing in here for awhile because I really havent felt like doing anything
So I'll give a little life update:

1. Still no dress, no date, no nothing for prom.
2. I met my roomates next year and I really like them and we plan on living at third north :)
3. I bought an elephant bowl
4. I wish the warm weather would decide to stop turning back to cold and stay. I love the smell of spring
5. Anixety and panic attacks flip-flop weekly.
6. Lots of iced coffee combined with afternoon naps
7. I rediscovered my fond distaste for the students at LHS, to some them up in a generalized statement: They're devoid of a soul.
8. I've been eating really fucking shitty lately and to add to it I have to be in a bathing suit next week which I'm dreading.
9. I'm more so dreading flying.
10.
I just finished watching this, call me cliche but I thoroughly enjoyed it.

I hate waking up in the morning.

solarlips @ 2008-03-22T14:03:00

2008-03-22T18:03:52Z

I think I would benefit if I moved out of the country.
After the next four years I think I just might.

solarlips @ 2008-03-15T01:20:00

2008-03-15T05:20:19Z

SEEEEENIORRRRSSS 08!!!!!!!

solarlips @ 2008-03-09T00:41:00

2008-03-09T05:42:38Z

sweet tastes, brand new block, sandwiched between cop cars
us, no one, the wind.

solarlips @ 2008-03-02T00:51:00

2008-03-02T05:52:15Z

I need a booty call.
the end

solarlips @ 2008-02-22T18:50:00

2008-02-22T23:50:47Z

but normally she never feels a thing

solarlips @ 2008-02-07T22:05:00

2008-02-08T03:06:36Z

amazing.

solarlips @ 2008-02-03T02:02:00

2008-02-03T07:06:50Z

I keep having these really strange scary dreams that I have cancer again. It blows.
I think its been stemming from the fact that my mother recently told me that after a I'm 23?22? I'll have a hard time getting health care since I have a preexisting condition. Fucking america.

In other news, I've been drinking a LOT and trying to lose weight. Two combinations that obviously dont go hand in hand. I've also been missing oakland a lot which is really weird considering I didnt really like it when I was there. I more so miss indigo a lot and burritos and the general feeling. I hate going to school, only around 5 more months, but I feel so stifled. I just need a fresh breath of air.

solarlips @ 2008-01-24T01:05:00

2008-01-24T06:25:36Z

I love wine, and wendesdays, and my dad going out of town. My friends came over, we got courtney trashed, and danced around in my basement to 80s, hip hop, disco, and ebm respectively.

Most importantly though.............. I bought AND ONE tickets!!!!! AND Life Cried is on the bill as well! I flipped a shit. Good day indeed.

(I stilll feel sort of sad though UGH, I always never feeeel happy ever it blows.)

solarlips @ 2008-01-22T23:34:00

2008-01-23T04:38:16Z

All time favorite scene from a movie. Since I was nine when the movie came out till present day this scene for me emboddied true love and what I think deep down almost anyone desires the most. What I'm trying to express somehow is my immense grief for the passing of Heath Ledger. I'm trying not to be sad, but for some reason, its making me think a lot...about everything.

solarlips @ 2008-01-21T14:44:00

2008-01-21T19:45:26Z

My weekend was pretty good.

solarlips @ 2008-01-19T00:42:00

2008-01-19T05:50:23Z

Oh my!
Never put a bunch of drunk girls in a room together because there is bound to be emotional expression and dRAAMMMAZ.Although luckily this didn't involve me, for the first time in awhile I was thinking about my family and the way I connect with them.
Everyone I know says I look exactly like my mom and act just like her, but the weird thing is, is that I think that I look much more like my dad's side and feel more like him. My mother is jewish, refuses to tell me her SAT scores because they were horrendous, and has a thick queens accent that comes out far too much for her own good. My father is an Irish Catholic and moved to america when he was twelve from Ireland, got accepted to yale with a full scholarship, and has a thick Irish accent when he gets angry. My mother and I go to concerts together, go shopping, and sit around the tv laughing at useless sitcoms. I fight a lot with my dad. I always get angry with him. Yet I connect with him on this internal level that I probably will never admit to. I don't know why this is prevalent, but I feel that it is.

solarlips @ 2008-01-15T00:14:00

2008-01-15T05:35:28Z

I want to go on lots of adventures!
But I'm always tired...it's really a dilemna.

solarlips @ 2008-01-10T22:45:00

2008-01-11T03:47:54Z

fuckkkking, does anyone remember this movie, Generation X? It was like the first x-men movie basically and I remember it was pretty fucking awesome when I was like 8. I've been trying to download it off torrents for hours now.

I'm bored with life, yep.

solarlips @ 2008-01-03T23:44:00

2008-01-04T04:46:46Z

You know, for the first time in a very very long time, I'm almost proud to be an american.

solarlips @ 2007-12-29T01:59:00

2007-12-29T07:01:22Z

My eighteenth birthday was technically yesterday, it was so much fun!!!
The day leading up to it was so depressing, the day after it was so depressing.
I'm sort of actually excited to start schoool again.
I'm sort of actually excited to sleep forever again.
My life, does'nt ever really make sense at all.

solarlips @ 2007-12-24T02:23:00

2007-12-24T07:26:32Z

I was went to a party tonight that was surrounded by significant others, and the singles were left to drink to their hearts content. The nights' air was warm and windy and guiding. I want nothing, I long for no one. Just myself and the sound of the pavement against my shoes.

solarlips @ 2007-12-19T22:32:00

2007-12-20T03:47:30Z

I have too many conflicting personalities to handle sometimes.
Inspiration is wearing thin, maybe I should drink coffee, I dont ever.
And I have this rage inside me that scorches the ground as I walk.

I've been listening to this song a lot lately.

solarlips @ 2007-12-13T14:58:00

2007-12-13T19:58:57Z

I GOT INTO NYU!!!!!!!!!!!!
bam sucka.

solarlips @ 2007-12-08T13:43:00

2007-12-08T18:48:34Z

Last night was nice. Everyone was drunk and happy and silly. Cloon kept saying some really really funny amusing stuff:"And my tiny nipples went to france." I sat indian style around a large table with a water proof tablecloth. I love drunk thumper because I'm always "balls,balls". I hope today is swell as well. It's funny how something that seemed so important a week ago could be next to nothing now (almost).

"I'm going to be honest here, I definetely did not drink tonight" had me in tears.

solarlips @ 2007-12-06T23:11:00

2007-12-07T04:17:14Z

I need to go back to my roots. I've been sleeping more, but dreaming less.

my favorite.